
Writer, Educator, Positivity Seeker
Ten years ago, I began this writing journey. I was a mom, and teacher, and had never even really thought about being an author. But I had this idea for an educational children’s book that I wanted in the hands of my own children and students. So, I followed Toni Morrisons’ advice,
“If there’s a book that you want to read, but it hasn’t been written yet, then you must write it.” I sat down and I wrote it. Writing it was the fun part, the easy part. What next?
Well, I did as much research as I could on how to publish a book. I joined clubs, organizations, and critique groups. But there was just so much to learn- queries, loglines, proposals, synopsis, platforms, word counts, oh my! I came across information about a SCBWI convention in New York City. It was three days of intense workshops and access to agents, publishers, illustrators, and authors. I was all in, so with the support of my wonderful family and friends, I booked it. I was a sponge that weekend. I soaked it all in and was so excited for the next steps.
Then the struggle began. I was conflicted on whether or not I should use an agent and publisher or if I should self-publish. I had originally thought a publisher would be the best route. But then I attended another conference in Atlanta, and almost every author I met, advised self-publishing. If you know me, you know how hard it is for me to make a decision. As I teetered back and forth, the decision was made for me. I was going to put all of this on hold while I went back into the classroom. A dream position opened at my children’s elementary school. I was thrilled to accept it and relieved to not have to decide about publishing. The book dream went on the back shelf.
Fast forward eight years. I recently left my dream job in the classroom with a grateful heart. My own kids are in college and high school. I now teach students online from my home office. I also have more time to revisit this dream of publishing my book. Although I’m shaking the dust off of it, I did realize throughout my years in the classroom, how this book idea is still very much needed. I am still passionate about it. And I have even written other children’s books along the years, you know, just for fun. Remember, the writing is the fun part.
It’s funny, the ups and downs and twists and turns of life. I feel like this is all coming full circle. I’m back, revisiting this nudge, this push to write. It’s time to make this dream a reality!